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Imperative, Interrogative, or Declarative.

29/2/2024

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A Reflection on the Second Reading for Sunday, March 3rd, 2024:
Third Sunday of Lent


1 Corinthians
1:18, 22-25


Brothers and sisters: The message about the Cross is foolishness to those who’re perishing, but to us, who are being saved it is the power of God. 

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For Jews demand signs 
and Greeks desire wisdom, 
    but we proclaim Christ crucified, 

a stumbling block to Jews 
and foolishness to Gentiles, 
    but to those who are the called,
    both Jews and Greeks,
        Christ the power of God 
        and the wisdom of God. 

For God’s foolishness
    is wiser than human wisdom, 
and God’s weakness
    is stronger than human strength.

Pause. Pray. Reflect.

Why does this poem that St. Paul gives to his brothers and sisters make me cry?

I’m very good at hiding. One of my adult kids recently helped me see that I can quite effectively put up a screen that lets me see only what’s good, or what’s beautiful, and not what’s hard, or what’s ugly. And that this is not a virtue, it’s a vice. It’s a roadblock to things getting better. And God helped me see it’s a matter of trust. “You can look at it, you can feel it, the pain really is there,” He says, “but so am I."

The opening part of the poem has three actors, three actions, three results. 

Jews, Greeks, us. 
Demand, desire, declare.
Miracles, reasons, the Cross.

Look at it. Not the empty cross, but Christ crucified. 
Here is the dynamism of God.
Here is the clarity of God.

“This is the display of authority?” say the Jews. “This is the reasoned answer?" say the Greeks. “Where’s my screen or pillar?” say I.

I started off loving Jesus, His mission, and His ecclesia—His called-out-ones—in churches with empty crosses. Then a few years ago He called me home to the church of my baptism, where the cross is not empty. And I didn’t know where to look. Why would we commemorate His suffering over his victory? Singing alto in the choir meant I had a structural pillar that I could hide behind. I had no clear line of sight of Him hanging there, until I came up to receive Him. 

And then there He is. No screen. No pillar. I start with eyes down and a voice says, “Body of Christ,” and there He is, in my hand. His image of suffering, hanging on the wall, visible over the shoulder of the person to whom I lift my head and say, “Amen.” And then I bring Him in. I receive. All of Him. All of this.

When I’m confronted with pain—my own or someone else’s—I want a reason. I want a resolution. I meet the problem of pain with the interrogative, ‘WHY?” Or the imperative, “MAKE IT STOP!’ My God meets me with the declarative, “I AM HERE.” Period. Full stop. Look at the Cross. 

One of the songs we sing in the choir is called "Silence." It’s based on a Charlie Hayden jazz instrumental, a slow progression of chords changing only one note at a time—an effect that communicates so much space to exist in. We sing with the pulses of the chords these simple syllables, added by musician Peter Togni:

I am with you.
I am with you.
He is with you.
Says the Lord.

One pulse for each word, except “Lord”. He gets two. Makes sense. It’s all about Him. Joining us. In it all.

Here’s a Lenten invitation to take some time to pray with the pulses, and hear when He says, “I am with you.”


Silence.




Noreen Smith


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Lori
29/2/2024 02:37:06 pm

This, my sister, was worth waiting for. A beautiful examination of the screens and pillars that divide us from within ourselves, and thus, from Him. I believe it’s a beautiful gift when our grown children, who see us (in all our glory) and have always seen us, feel safe to summon the courage to tell us the truth about ourselves. And in your case, it is even more beautiful that you took their words to the bank, allowing them to be deposited in your heart. My screens are intentional. I often hide through avoidance. But I can’t avoid God. He is here. ♥️

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Noreen
2/3/2024 08:09:15 am

Amen. sister:) Praying for you and me and the laying down of our flimsy cardboard shields made out of avoidance. What He has for us is so much better.

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Alana
1/3/2024 09:28:32 am

I can definitely relate to putting up that screen. Someone once challenged me by saying something similar - that I can at times gloss over (so to speak) the difficulties and turn quickly to focus on the good - sometimes too quickly before myself and others may be ready for the shift. This was hard to hear initially, but on reflection I have been so grateful. While maintaining our conviction that our faith and hope is in Him is good and is a grace I am so very grateful for - it should never mean a failure to acknowledge the pain and suffering and sit with it when we need to - these aspects have meaning and taking the time with them is so important. I still struggle with living out the tension of all of this. But I do know that Jesus’ glorious resurrection is only fully appreciated and realized because of His agony, cross, and crucifiction. The only way to the fullness of the glory of Easter Sunday is by truly living out the horrors of Good Friday. Lord, have mercy, be with me, and help me. Amen. 😊🙏🏻💕xo

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Noreen
2/3/2024 08:21:52 am

Alana, there’s a piece of your comment I need to let ferment as I sit with Jesus this morning, ‘acknowledge the pain and suffering and sit with it when we need to - these aspects have meaning and taking the time with them is so important.’ Jesus doesn’t gloss over our pain, He joins in our suffering so that we can join in His dance. Praying that you and I can join in His pacing in this balance.

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